Jon R:
"# I'm unworthy, and no matter what I'm doing,
# I should certainly be doing something else.
# And it's selfish to be thinking I'm unworthy,
# all this me, me, me, me, self, self, self, self, self.
# If I'm t..."
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Jon R:
"# I'm unworthy, and no matter what I'm doing,
# I should certainly be doing something else.
# And it's selfish to be thinking I'm unworthy,
# all this me, me, me, me, self, self, self, self, self.
# If I'm talking on the phone I should be working on the lawn
# which looks disgraceful from the things I haven't done.
# If I'm working on the lawn I should be concentrating on
# those magazines inside, since I have not read one.
#
# I should learn how to meditate and sew and bake
# and dance and paint and sail and make gazpacho.
# I should turn my attention to repairing
# all those forty year old socks there in that bureau.
# I should let someone teach me to run Windows,
# and learn French that I can read and write and speak.
# I should get life in prison for how I treated my parents
# from third grade until last week.
#
# I should spend more time playing with my dog
# and much less money on this needless junk I buy.
# I should send correspondence back to everyone
# who's written, phoned or faxed since junior high.
# I should sit with a therapist until I understand
# the way I felt back in my mom.
# I should quit smoking, drinking, eating, thinking
# sleeping, watching TV, writing stupid songs.
#
# I should be less impatient when the line just takes forever
# 'cause the two cashiers are talking.
# I should see what it's like to get up really early rain or shine
# and spend three hours walking.
# I should know CPR and deep massage and Braille
# and sign language and how to change my oil.
# I should go where the situation's desperate
# and build and paint and trudge and tote and toil.
#
# I should chant in impossible positions
# till my legs appear to not have any bones.
# I should rant at the cops and politicians
# and the corporations-in indignant tones.
# I should save lots of money to leave Audubon,
# plus all the rocks and animals and plants.
# I should brave possibilities for plotting plums of problems
# prob'ly blossomed, plausibly from
# blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah
# blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah I'm unworthy."
