Kerli

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- Bio

Do u sometimes feel like u don't belong? That everyone is walking around like their time on earth doesn't matter. They use big words instead of showing their big hearts. They follow because they are too afraid to lead. They cry because they think that something in their life just happened and their own thoughts, words and actions have nothing to do with it. This is not wrong. It's just not something I believe in. And i know that some of u reading this will think I'm insane and some of u reading this will think that we could be friends. If You think we could be friends, read on... Hey, I'm Kerli:) I'm 22 but I really don't believe in earth years as our life is just a small fragment of a second in the bigger scheme of things. I don't know if I'm human. Lots of us are not. I have a human body, that's for sure. Sometimes I look at myself in a mirror and laugh. I was born somewhere in Eastern Europe, in Estonia. It's a small country somewhere between Russia and Sweden. It's beautiful and dark at the same time. I saw a lot of sadness and hopelessness in the small town I grew up in but it also made me wanna not live the way I saw people living. So I decided I was gonna make some music and get the fuck out of there. Every time someone told me I can't do it, it was like fuel to my fire. I was a little weird girl with bright pink hair and big dreams and everyone was laughing at me. That's okay. They didn't know any better and I was a threat to their comfortable stagnant reality. When I was 16 I had to quit school because I didn't wanna be taught lies. All I wanted to do was to write music. My family was worried about me. I was considered a failure for a long time by the people I loved the most. Again, that was just a fuel to my fire. I started going over to Sweden and wrote like 150 songs for my first album that didn't come out for another five years because all the label executives considered me a creep that they couldn't sell. I also wasn't good enough yet. I thought I was. Then, on my 20th birthday, I packed my two candleholders and a blanket into a suitcase and moved to LA. Ended up having the hardest year of my life but it was all worth it. I decided I can't count on anyone and the more I was told it's not gonna go anywhere, the more I understood that I just gotta get really good at everything on my own and do it. After numerous fights with my label, they finally put my first album out last summer. Love is Dead was about not belonging. I was still hurt while writing it. And I was still learning. Not that I am not learning now but I'm getting much better at trusting my vision and the guidance of my angels. So, I'm working on my second album now. Writing, producing, coming up with visuals, and glueing crazy stuff together all day long. I leave a glitter trail everywhere I go and I never take a break. I'm on a mission to spread LOVE, like you. Because without feeling love at all times, life is worth nothing. Be Love, k